grr... everyone keeps calling my mum, every few minutes i hear her ringtone. do u know how irritating it can be????? grr... and my hair's not dried yet. haiz, at least the good thing is that the tree's up. anyway, i really feel like writing the next chapter for my fanfic. maybe during camp? i dunno. right now i know that for today and the next few days i'll definitely not be online

oh, the agony.

but yay, graduation today

yy writes real good poetry. very haunting, sad... a little depressive. of course that isn't in a bad way or anything. it's beautiful. getting sick of listening to matchbox 20. going to put in a cd for blue.

bought a yuuto poster yesterday. i'm waiting to get a lot more and then punch a hole and string them to hang on my wall. the only reason i'm doing this is to make sure that i have enough space in my room. which reminds me that i have something else to do and that's cleaning up my room. or at least making it neat and presentable.

oh, better remind myself to go bring cheryl for a haircut. and then i'll go ask the hairdresser what can be done to my hair for graduation. or maybe not. since i want to look like me and there's really nothing much she can do.

ok, so the only thing i have left to do is to er, wait, get my bag packed. feeling damn lazy. and also damn sleepy lor. i just want to go to bed.

did the camp stuff with cheryl and it took more than an hour. ah.

it's a conspiracy. everytime i do the X quizzes or whatever, i end up with the dragons of the earth being first. yes, it's always yuuto, seishirou, fuuma in first, second or third place. i'm doomed. of course that may not be a bad thing either.

and i have quite a lot of things to do tomorrow. better write down here so i won't forget.

1. call ms lee about piano times
2. pack bag for camp
3. call cheryl to discuss camp stuff
4. review bandages
5. call benita
6. buy CG
7. pack notebook

that's all? how come i think there's more? christmas tree!!! argh, forgot. need to get it up.

cleaning my room can be terrible, with all the rubbish getting more and more each passing year. and i even discovered sec 2 textbooks and work sheets. see, how pro i am at keeping stuff?

then my mum wanted to air my room. so she opened the window. and the rose dropped 12 stories down. my rose that i dried for more than 6 months. the rose that samantha gave me for farewell. that rose. her "oops" and my screams were heard. chaos ensured. apologies fell on deaf ears. she was told to sit and not touch anything. and i wasn't mean. i wasn't rude. i was hysterical for the fun of it. it was nerve racking and plain sad. then we collasped into a daze and went back to the monotony of throwing away dozens of worksheets. fun.

finally. i got my grad dress. it's a skirt, really long white skirt that reaches my ankles. in fact, i cant see my feet. but it's ok, since i bought high heels. pretty silver ones that sparkle and are almost 2 inches. witness me trying to gain my balance. it's nice. the blouse's nice too, it had like ruffles around the collar. ok, so maybe it sounds rather weird online, but it's really nice.

and then couldn't find any really nice necklaces but finally found one. it's a blue pendent. and then since i've got a silver ring with a blue stone, it all matches. and my earrings are dark blue. so it's fine.

yeah, did i mention i pierced my ears? i know i said that no one will ever touch my ears but well, i was persuaded by the pretty earrings. there was one that looked way like wad nataku wore.

wtf. just came back form ming's place from playing mahjong. seriously, it can be addictive.

ok, so i'm not longer mad at the person who said something. so i've decided to remove the past post from the blog. it spoils the pretty seishirou layout. -.-;;

*we'll sing a happy song*

and that we will! for today, is the best day of my life. ok, so i do have a lot of best days. but it's great. totally marvy. and that was a weird word for me to use. happy days are here again.

did 2 stories today. but i got only 1 review each!!! of course, i'm going to wait somemore. since i just posted them this morning. but where are the reviews???? going to be doing quite a lot of fanfiction these days, after all, *grins from ear to ear* OS ARE OVER.

it really hasnt sunk in yet. late reaction time. just like the PGA thing.

lalala... oh happy day!!! one more day, one more day... one more day... one mor... *is killed by Fuuma* people like him cant stand the little bluebird of happiness just blossoming. it spoils their image. i can just see myself prancing around. wonderful. IT'S DOWNRIGHT DISGUSTING! this cheerfulness has to go.

anyway, i've got to say this again. man, Fuuma is downright good looking. and so is Sei. i really cant help it. i mean, Sei's always been good looking, with all that suits and dark glasses, sooooooo stylish. and Fuuma, well, i've got to say that he became a lot more interesting since he morphed into the Dark Kamui. how could he live like he did before? at least he's gotten a better fashion sense (which is oh heck, real sweet) and he's gotten a lot more interesting ( my spider senses tell me that gladys would say he's gotten er, slutty)

off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of luvvvvre. ( gladys is definitely rolling her eyes) *giggles giggles galore* *i'm hyppppppper*

"what cheryl wants, cheryl gets."

obviously, my sister has been reading too many fanfics. it sounds like a line from a bad movie. know how she decides to solve her "no one gives me anything" problem? she goes and buys the stuff herself. of course, it doesn't hurt that she DOES possess large amounts of beautiful banknotes. unlike me, poor as a church mouse. maybe someone will pay me to write stupid stories. of which, i find O SO CUTE.

went looking through websites today and found!!!! tadadada, where the picture in my layout was from. the X anime tv box set. they come with 2 cards that are joined together. sei's just part of a card that joins him to Subaru, who looks like a girl. it's just sad really. him being just a card and subaru looking like a girl. real sad.

Seishirou's birthday is officially November 22, so that makes him either a scorpio or a Sagittarius, him being born on the cusp. which sucks, cos then he 's supposed to possess the character traits from the 2 signs.

scorpio: passionate, penetrating, private, resourceful, loyal, determined, temperamental, intolerant

Sagittarius: generous, honest, daring, friendly, confident, enthusiastic, argumentative, blunt

i wanted to say that sei seems more a scorpio but i guess i can see traits from both of them. maybe clamp wanted to show that he had 2 different sides? in tyoko babylon and X, i think he comes across as 2 wonderfully different people.

Subaru's birthday's is officially Febuary 19, which is also on the cusp. clamp's out to do me in. either an Aquarius or a Pisces.

Aquarius: independent, tolerant, unpredictable, strong-willed, curious, perceptive, progressive, temperamental

Pisces: sensitive, compassionate, imaginative, adaptable, intuitive, idealistic, secretive, vulnerable

and yet again Subaru seems to be a pisces, but then again, maybe not. if you really spent time thinking about it, he really has both of the sign's character traits.

me? i;m just glad i'm not born on the cusp. in fact, i'm born almost in the middle of the sign. which means that leo's character traits are really strong in me or something like that. and i guess i can see why. lucky thing i'm a fire sign.

ok, so we take it as Sei's really a Sagittarius since it supposingly falls on that particular day. ooh, not good. not good for me. Sagittarius's also a fire sign. fire and fire. The inferno of attraction, haha.

And don;t ask me why i'm on this star sign thingy. i guess it was just that sei's birthday is coming and i wanted to know some stuff. yay,... 22 Nov!

oh lordy, i'm panicking for add maths. my tutor came and left and i got the feeling that i'm doomed. know why? coz i totally screwed up the stupid paper 1. he looked so disappointed. and then i felt bad. which is really sucky. that's why you shouldn't have tutors for every subject, we're talking about personal tutors, coz they take every student's achievement, or lack thereof (like mine) at heart.

and i'm unlucky enough to possess a conscience. so i feel real bad. i've got to at least get an A, so i guess that the next paper i need a 65. that's a let's see, hmm, hard to go considering the total marks are 80 and the topics probably tested are ones that i;m not sure of. ( of course, binomal is my fren as well as vectors, not relative velocity) but the rest? not my friends. like, it's really easy to screw up the paper you know. anything can happen. oh man, oh man. i don't even know if i need another round of tuition. guess not. coz it'll just make me more nervous. yup, i think my fingers are shaking as they're typing.

hmm, only 6 sec 4s allowed to go for the guides camp? coz ms gwee said that there's nothing much for us to do there anyway and we'll just be slacking or something. perhaps. i dunno. and well, my sis wants to go for the neopets thing again on 22. and well, i still hvae no idea of what i'm going to do next week. yups, it's the weekend again, and there's like only 5 more days left, of which only 2 do i have to go to school. actually, i must admit that i would rather take the papers asap coz i hate worrying about them.

but this time, i think i need lots of time to cram stuff into my head for history. which i'm still too lazy to even touch. and no, i haven even started on add. math. i'm destined to leave things to the last minute. it's a very very bad character trait.

but, i've often wondered, if it's so bad, why dun i do something about it? obviously, i cant be bothered. or i dun think it's very impt. and if it aint broke, why fix it?

man, thank god that i was able to do the chemistry paper, not just do, at least get a b. seriously. then, i made the mistake of not going home immediately after the paper. and it rained.

and me being lazy to not bring a brolly. me got soaked. it's not the soaked a little bit, it was, just picture this, your clothes after they've just been washed. dripping wet, when i squeezed the water out, it was enough to fill half a small pail, i kid u not. grr.

on days like this, with really great weather, one should be at home to enjoy it. and not playing in the rain. there's nothing romantic about it, trust me. you'll only look like what the cat dragged in. and the other fun way to spend your raining days is with a hot guy in your bed.

Things I Should Have

1. what you have. ( i think this sums it up?)
2. more chemistry knowledge
3. more self worth
4. this pair of totally great black platform boots which will blow my budget for christmas shopping. $200++ eck. (n i only have like a few measly $)
5. toyko babylon ( i will try not to vomit on Subaru's bad fashion sense)
6. Nokia 8855 ( it may not be a new model, but i like it)
7. Pouilly-Fuissé ( it's in lay man's terms :alcohol)
8. a dozen red roses that will never die. (fat hope abt the never dying part)
9. A chick flick ( anything mindless, PLEASE!)
10. a lazy swim

all this will come true after the Os. IT'S THE POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING.

Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."

The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.

As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Your soul is bound to the Tenth Totem, Yen:
The Snake.

Yen appears as a vermillion colored cobra. He
embodies passion, rapture, zeal, and
desire. He is associated with the color
vermillion, the season of summer, and the
element of fire. His downfall is indulgence.

You are most compatible with Bears and White Stags.


Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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oh well, i couldn't resist doing those tests. i've never placed much emphasis on those quizzes since they're never very accurate. but it turns out there are exceptions to the rule.

and yes! every single review of my fics makes my day!

i love you like i never loved anyone before. ok, so that's not true. but it just sounds nice duncha think?

it's for well, let's see, all those people who love me. i think i'm the in the mood for love. not love love, just er, universal love. this sounds like a question and answer for a niss universe contest or something.

i think it has a lot to do with my newest fic, "magic pixie dust", which is basically crap about spreading the message of love thru the stupid dust. let's just say i wasn't in my right state of mind when i wrote that. it was, as the summary states, PURE INSANITY. wahahaha

we should do something about boredom. the thing is, i like being bored. that is, being bored when i have no tests or anything to worry about. now, the boredom i'm experiencing is more of a like, i know i have something more impt to do but being the lazy pig that i am, no want to do it.

i'm very proud of the fact that i can stone for a couple of hours. not sleeping, mind you, just stoning. doing absolutely nothing. i know it's not the usual thing to be proud of, but who's complaining? just chill. life's too short to be hurrying on, like smell the flowers or something. or the air. however polluted it may be.

see the smile on my face that stretched a mile? it's because you've made my day.

yay, peggy likes my layout.... so i shall say it again! isn't it pretty? isn't he cute????? so cute, oh so cute... i think i've found a new source of hyperness.... whoopie!!!!

physics... yesterday... nothing to say except that paper 2 was like.... *puts finger across throat*... die... cept i found out that the stupid fuse question thingy, i was RIGHT!!! THE FUSE MELTS.... IT IS EARTHED YES, BUT THE FUSE MELTS SO OPTION A IS HALF RIGHT.... worry for nothing.

chemistry. hoping to pass. hoping to pass.

happy birthday benita!

anyone who said that taking exams was fun should be shot.

oh, my seishirou's so cute. so cute. just so cute.

life really is too short for "what ifs" and stupid nonsense like that. so i'm going to go insane and jump off a building. come on, you only live once. why NOT jump off a building?

ways to die

1. jump off a building
2. drink poison or any thing that'll kill you for that matter
3. roll off a cliff, enjoy the breeze at the same time
4. get a hitman to kill you, remember you don't know the time or place you're going to die. it makes it more fun
5. stick any sharp object thru our chest and pray that it'll hit. any failure to properly die could be very painful
6. die from carbon monoxide posioning in a car that has the engine running but is stationary
7. smoke or do pot. sooner or later, it'll do you in.
8. hit head repeatedly on tree or wall. blame the government for putting stuff in ur way
9. get knock down by a vehicle. sue the driver if you're still alive
10. tell any insane anime person that u hate that anime like it's not even worthy to be made into an anime or manga. ( the person has to be SERIOUSLY INSANE)

*grumbles* my mum's nuts. grr, physics and a maths. stupid terminal velocity. will give me terminal illness. stupid trigo. cant remember all the stupid cosec, sec, and cotan. ok, so now i can remember. down with maths!

oh man, i really really need to get out and just slack off. and this aint slacking off coz in a few minutes, i'll be outta here. my break's only for like 10 mins. that was after i had math tuition and did the physics Os papers. grr.

didn't realise i missed CCD so much until i saw them on friday. maybe it was coz i talked to them on the phone before friday. dunno. butttttttttttttttttttt... i still need to go out. jeepers, there's one minute left.

at last, the blessed weekend. let's do the countdown.

11 days. give or take. wad with it being 5 something now and my history paper ends at 3.30.

around 262 hours. remember the give or take.

15720 minutes, quite fast right? it's in minutes people!

943200 seconds. it'll pass in well, a second.

yay!!!!! righhhhhhht.

well, here's to all my friends taking the Os.

yy, we'll definitely get into the top 5 JCs... cheers

An examination prayer

now i lay me down to study
i pray the lord i won't go nutty
if i should fail to learn this junk
i pray the lord i will not flunk
but if i do, don't pity me at all
just bury my bones in the study hall
tell my teacher i did my best
then pile my books across my chest
now i lay me down to rest
and pray i'll pass tomorrow's test
if i should die before i wake
that's one less test i'll have to take

oh, so i guess i've got nothing better to do than to sit at the computer, no la, it's just that one can die from boredom when one is well, bored. haha, it's only a few days to english Os and i've seemed to have lost my ability to vocabercize. er, if there's such a word. why am i laughing? it's certainly no laughing matter.

>MY....
>:x: name = christine
>:x: piercings = no one is touching my ear lobes for all the money in the world
>:x: tattoos = yeah, well, in my dreams
>:x: height = 157, i'm short, so what, got a problem?
>:x: shoe size = so u think i measure it everyday?
>:x: hair color = black
>:x: siblings = only one darling sister.

>LAST...
>:x: movie you rented = did i ever rent a movie?
>:x: movie you bought = oh, this is so sad, i honestly don't know
>:x: song you listened to = linkin park, breaking the habit
>:x: song that was stuck in your head = silent night. don't ask
>:x: cd you bought = huh. nothing. i'm destitude
>:x: cd you listened to = linkin park
>:x: person you've called = gladys, my baby. haha
>:x: person that's called you = like i remember
>:x: tv show you've watched = spongebob squarepants
>:x: person you were thinking of = who else but my baby? u guessed it! CCD!!!! all 3 of them
>DO...
>:x: you have a crush on someone = huh.
>:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = like singapore's not good enough? horrors.
>:x: you think about suicide = like putting a bullet into my head. hell, yeah
>:x: you believe in online dating = this isn't a specific qn
>:x: others find you attractive = i wish
>:x: you want more piercings = u just try
>:x: you like cleaning = like only when i'm forced to
>:x: you like roller coasters = they make my head spin
>:x: you write in cursive or print = cursive or print, it depends

>FOR OR AGAINST...
>:x: long distance relationships = against, face reality people!
>:x: using someone = i'm an evil person, what do u think?
>:x: suicide = it's a cowardly way but who says i'm against it or for it totally?
>:x: killing people = for. especially when they're being damn irritating and plain bloody stupid mindless assholes
>:x: teenage smoking = against, or anybody smoking
>:x: driving drunk = against, u think i want to die
>:x: gay/lesbian relationships = oh, this is bloody stupid because i'm not going to say anything
>:x: soap operas = too long and boring

>HAVE YOU...
>:x: ever cried over a girl= yeah, yy
>:x: ever cried over a boy = yeah
>:x: ever lied to someone = i'm not a saint
>:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
>:x: ever been arrested = for wad? illegal driving? illegal drinking?

>WHAT...
>:x: shampoo do you use = this nice smelling thing. lux
>:x: shoes do you wear = oh, the ones that make people say i'm going to fall and sprain my neck in
>:x: are you scared of = right now, being stupid

>NUMBER...
>:x: of times I have been in love? = like i count?
>:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = too many baby
>:x: of girls I have kissed? = my sister
>:x: of boys I have kissed? = 1, note, kissed, not kissed by.
>:x: of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? = my sister
>:x: of boys I've slept (in a bed) with? = 2
>:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends = 10
>:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = like never
>:x: of scars on my body? = remember all those times i fell into drains? they're still there.
>:x: of things in my past that I regret? = i try not to regret. what ifs suck

>DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
>:x: pretty= mmms...
>:x: funny= nope, i'm sarcastic only sometimes.
>:x: hot= nope
>:x: friendly= it depends on the person, doesn't it?
>:x: amusing= this is like supposed to make me feel better?
>:x: ugly= ditto
>:x: loveable= enough
>:x: caring= only to people i like
>:x: sweet= when you're not pissing me off
>:x: dorky= and this makes me feel all the more worse

>FAVORITE:
>:x: 5 letter word: screw
>:x: actor/actress: seriously? tom cruise coz he's good looking.
>:x: Candy: chocolate
>:x: Cartoon: er, hmm
>:x: Cereal: honey stars the addictive cereal
>:x: Chewing gum: mint. any mint
>:x: Color(s): black, and red like ur blood.
>:x: Color nail polish: just clear, thanks
>:x: Day of week: friday, yay, weekend
>:x: Least fave day: monday, yay, start of school, what a croak
>:x: Flower: definitely red roses, or any rose
>:x: Jello flavor: strawberry
>:x: Jewelry: my silver ring.
>:x: Special skills/talents: i love anyone who loves me
>:x: Summer/Winter: winter when i freeze to death
>:x: Trampolines or swimming pools: pools to drown in

>|| PERSON WHO LAST.. ||
>:x: Slept in your bed: myself
>:x: Saw you cry: it was in school, so i guess everyone who sat near me
>:x: Made you cry: the stress of Os?
>:x: You went to the movies with: gladys
>:x: Yelled at you: my sister
>:x: Sent you an email: it was a review from ffnet

>|| Have you ever.. ||
>:x: Said "I love you" and meant it?: whenever i say it, i mean it. so i guess i love CCD!!!!
>:x: Gone out in public in your pajamas: scowls
>:x: Kept a secret from everyone:yes
>:x: Cried during a movie: no
>:x: Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: no
>:x: Planned your week based on the TV Guide: sadly, yes, i'm a slave to that bloody box
>:x: Been on stage: last thurs, PGA thing
>:x: Been to New York: na
>:x: Been to California: na
>:x: Hawaii: na
>:x: China: na
>:x: Canada: na
>:x: Europe: denmark
>:x: Asia: duh
>:x: South America: na
>:x: Wished you were the opposite sex: when i think i could be in a great guys school with better facilities.
>:x: What time is it now? 6.40 pm
>:x: Apples or bananas?: u're crazy
>:x: Blue or red?: red
>:x: Walmart or target?: it doesn't matter
>:x: Spring or Fall?: fall
>:x: What are you gonna do after you finish this?: watch simpsons
>:x: What was the last meal you ate?: lunch
>:x: High school or college?: high school
>:x: Are you bored?: by this? yesh
>:x: Last noise you heard?: somewhere i belong?
>:x: Last smell you sniffed?: ur shampoo
>:x: Last time you went out of state/province?: july last year
>|| FRIENDSHIP/LOVE ||
>:x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: yeah!
>:x: Do you want children one day & if so, how
many?: 3! i want 2 boys and a girl. (faith, damon, and stefan.)
>:x: Most important thing to you in a friendship is: u love me

>|| Other Info ||
>:x: Criminal record?: no
>:x: Do you speak any other languages?: mandarin and that's enough
>:x: Last book you read: blackwood forest. ooh, lestat, so cocky, so confident, sooooooo hot
>:x: Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my X books.
>:x: Thing you dislike about yourself the most: my temper
>:x: Worst feeling in the world: being dumped for a textbook
>:x: Who you love: CCD ( most of all, nokoru), and well, u guys know who u are
>:x: Who you miss: gladys will kill me, but JING!!!!

>|| You ||
>:x: Nickname(s): chris, i repeat, not chrissy
>:x: Initials: COH
>:x: How old do you look?: wad do u think?
>:x: How old do you act?: wad do u think?
>:x: Glasses/Contacts: both, i wanna get green contacts!
>:x: Braces?: i have perfect teeth. like real
>:x: Do you have any pets?: no
>:x: You get embarrassed: when i look at you. i pity you
>:x: What makes you happy?: being with you.sleeping. shopping.
>:x: What upsets you?: irritating stupid people.

>|| Finish the sentence: |
>:x: I Love to... get over my Os, and go out!!!!
>:x: I Miss... myself.
>:x: I Wish... to get into VJ, and the humanities scholarship will be mine, and get good results for the Os, and that everyone i like does well too, and that i have unlimited pocket money for X and that anime really is the real thing. (disillusional)
>:x: I Hope... i get to be minister of foreign affairs
>:x: I'm Annoyed by... anyone who's annoying.
>:x: I Am... ? everything u wan to be. (note, i'm cocky)
>:x: I Want to Be... ruler of the world
>:x: I Would Never... nothing
>:x: I'd Rather... not be here
>:x: I Am Tired of... doing this bloody quiz
>:x: I Will Always be... irritating but sweet XPXP

>|| Have you ever.. ||
>:x: Thought you were going to die: how many times do i have to tell you?
>:x: Wanted to Run away: from chem prac? yeah
>:x: Flunked a grade: nope
>:x: Skipped a grade: nope

oh, i feel so proud of myself that i just had to come online as a reward. notice that i'm hehheh, using my totally not logical reasoning so that i may come online. but yes, there is a reason to celebrate! chinese, 4A, 4B, 3A done! only 3B left. so that's like major. ss done, romeo and juliet somewhat, and i did 2 papers of math. yay!

oh, how boring. i'm talking so much about school work. and that's boring. haiz, my grandmother from KL and anut and family from sarawak are coming over after my Os. and they're coming on the 27th. grad night. wow. and then they'll be here until the 30th. but me and cher are camping at cc until the 30th. bad timing huh. real bad timing.